Yesterday was a stress day for me. The last day of June. The last day before the month when everything officially begins. We got a phone call last night from the pharmacy, the meds were ordered to be shipped today to arrive tomorrow. I know when I see that box my heart will start doing flip flops.
After another cancelled softball game last night, Scoop and I went out to get dinner and go grocery shopping. It was so funny. When I made the appointment to first go to RMA last March, Carol was so nervous about it and I was totally calm. Now that has completely switched. I kept throwing questions at her like what if our kid is born with three heads???? And she would just calmly reply ” our child will be fine” I think she had to repeat that to me about a million times last night.
We had further discussions on names, discussed Godparents and who would get custody if the unthinkable happened. Through it all Scoop was so calm and rational and I was the nut. Heh. lets see how long til roles flip back.
At any rate… it has begun.